My YouTube channel was an attempt to broaden my audience. It did not work. My episodes are more easily found here:
Renegade Cut: The Trouble with Man of Steel — What went wrong with Man of Steel? http://nerdvice.com/2013/11/19/renegade-cut-the-trouble-with-man-of-steel/
I hate myself.
You are not useless.
I can’t even count the number of times I felt this about myself in the past. Driving home from jobs I hated, unable to get the positions I wanted earlier in my life, horribly unsatisfied with my love life, and so on and so on and so on. I assumed it was something wrong with me and what I was doing, and while I was not entirely blameless of course, I did not consider that maybe that’s how life is for a while. People and events throw things your way, and you have to jump over them time and time again until you get through.
Everyone deals with it, but this feels worse for people like ourselves. You mentioned a few times that you were in treatment. Without going into detail, I, too, have psychological issues that I still have to suffer through every day. It gives a false impression that everything is going wrong, but in reality, I have it better than some.
You have people who care about you, a talent, a wonderful girlfriend and a place in this world. You should take stock in that and also understand that you are still very young. Life is going to seem uphill for a while, but it isn’t always like that.
Take comfort in your friends. Good luck.
I saw City of Lost Children when I was young. I played Bioshock a few years ago. Honestly, due to the time between them, I did not really notice any similarities. City of Lost Children did not leave a big impression on me at the time.
I’m not a food snob. I’ll eat food off the floor, but crab soup is sacred in Maryland. The first image is Maryland Crab Soup. It is served in a bowl because we are human f***ing beings. The second image is from a restaurant that gave me a jug full of uncut vegetables and crab(ish stuff) in a broth so thin that it may as well be water. UNACCEPTABLE!
I did that for years in my previous show, Heart of Gaming.
Renegade Cut: Wizard of Oz Myths — What if this show debunked movie theories instead of propagated them? That’s what happens in this episode about The Wizard of Oz.
LOOK AT THEM. I CAN’T BREATHE. MY HEART IS ACHING FROM THE CUTENESS